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Only I Decide My Fate

Only I Decide My Fate By Kathryn Collins and Terry O'Leary At times when I am dark and deep joy but flickering dim, I upon the portal keep stilled like phantom limb. Braced by winter's welkin wind, distant clouds unfold, where once the roar of laughter dinned I taste the burning cold. Stood in life's predicament immobile on the sill, I wait for grand encouragement, to warm this awful chill. Stranded in the winter bleak, with breezes bitter blown slicing like the sleet oblique I find myself alone If frozen at the brink I stand, persist in stagnant stall, my feet will melt to silken sand. gone my soul, my all.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014




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Date: 6/27/2016 12:30:00 AM
Ah yes life is a self fulfilling prophecy that can be as beautiful as it can be damned.The choice is up to us.Take hold of everything Kathryn with booth hands and like the moody blues say"Keep on thinking free. like your work Lady.
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Date: 5/8/2016 12:24:00 AM
Very introspective on the role of Fate --- gives pause for thought :)
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Date: 12/28/2014 4:00:00 PM
Marvelous language... 'winter's welkin wind,' I taste the burning cold,' and more. Classy alliterations, smooth flow and excellent rhyming. From first to last this is a masterpiece, a true work of art. I bow to your excellence. Love, Keith
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Date: 10/18/2014 8:55:00 AM
Thank you Nicholas for taking the time to critique my poem. It sure makes me happy. I hope to get back to writing soon. Kathy
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Date: 10/17/2014 1:47:00 PM
Very enjoyable. I notice that only in the last stanza does the "I" come in the first line. It creates a sense of the last stanza as the focal point of the poem and the current state of the narrator. Nice work
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 10/18/2014 8:56:00 AM
my comment is above.
Date: 4/8/2014 7:31:00 PM
Hi Kathryn I have written two collaboration poems which I've posted and working on another 2 at the moment. Such a thrill to work with such lovely people and to bounce ideas off each other. Would love to see area in soup where we can get together with an idea and see if someone willing to collaborate - lovely way to make friends too. Hugs Jan xxx
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Date: 3/23/2014 8:46:00 AM
Good Peom, I love your style of writing
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/23/2014 5:14:00 PM
Thank you.
Date: 3/22/2014 1:11:00 AM
Hey Kathryn, Lovely work and congratulations xoxo
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Kiran Bisht
Date: 3/22/2014 9:31:00 AM
I'm sure he is.
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/22/2014 8:58:00 AM
Thank you Kiran. If I may be humble (hard) Terry is very talented love, kathy
Date: 3/21/2014 5:22:00 PM
Hey, you sure chose a good poet to work with on this collaboration! Just clicked on your name (from seeing it in hotmail in special announcement from Soup). And this is what popped up . It was good to see you being honored for your premium membership!! Congrats to you.
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/22/2014 8:59:00 AM
I didn't know the lifetime membership would rumble the bushes. It's nice.
Date: 3/21/2014 4:29:00 PM
Beautiful read, with attractive rhyme; no doubt encouragement will not be lacking :) // paul
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/22/2014 9:23:00 AM
Thank you Paul for your sweet comment. love, Kathy
Date: 3/21/2014 3:35:00 PM
I like your approach not afraid to try various forms and it looks like you get what people are looking for, I get to picture what you write, when I can't I feel like the writer has failed in some way, not you.
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/22/2014 9:21:00 AM
Thanks Karl, To identify is what I crave. I'm glad you like. Terry and I melded perfectly on this one.
Date: 3/21/2014 3:27:00 PM
Congratulations on your Lifetime Premium Membership! A Shining Light who will now shine evening more brightly! xxx ooo Keith :)
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/22/2014 9:24:00 AM
Thanks Keith. I didn't know the membership change would bring such attention. Love it, hugs, Kathy
Date: 3/21/2014 2:21:00 PM
Hi Kathryn! Just got notified that you've become a Lifetime Premium Member! WELCOME dear friend! After reading this one, I will certainly be back to read more! Loving hugs, Jack XOX
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Date: 3/16/2014 8:32:00 AM
Oh, this is a frozen one indeed! I'm just too old for this kind of weather, ladies. Sending a frosty smile and lots of love. daver
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/17/2014 7:49:00 AM
So Daver -- Terry is a man and I am no lady (har har) Time to thaw. xxx's ooo's Kathy
Date: 3/15/2014 6:54:00 PM
Hey! I'm jealous...I wanted to co-write with you (pout)... Magnificent work from the both of you and Kathryn, I am so very thrilled and proud to see you as a premium member...Next step? Post a blog which includes pictures' so I can see the face behind all that talent...
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/17/2014 7:42:00 AM
Thanks Tim. I'd love to write a poem with you. You start. It was hard for Terry and I to integrate our diivergent styles. Somehow we did it. Some faces are best unseen. love, Kathy
Date: 3/14/2014 9:34:00 PM
Drenched in alliterations, powerful phrasing, superb rhyming and fascinating content! Congratulations to you both for this outstanding collaboration. Keith
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/17/2014 7:38:00 AM
Thanks Keith.. xxx's ooo's
Date: 3/13/2014 6:15:00 PM
Kathryn, wow! This is deep.... *Have a nice day* Love ~SKAT~
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/13/2014 7:11:00 PM
Thanks Skat!
Date: 3/13/2014 8:53:00 AM
OH KATHRYN FANTASTIC WRITE!!!! I absolutely love it "Welkin wind" "silken sand" OH YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
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Kathryn Collins
Date: 3/13/2014 11:01:00 AM
Ingrid -- what a great surprise. I'll check out your page in the hopes of something new. Terry wrote Welkin wind (isn't that the greatest) and I wrote silken sand.. love, Kathy

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