Only Alone

My mother disowned her child today I stood there with nothing I could think of to say I have no other family or friends to turn to I have nobody here that is faithful and true I am alone in this cruel harsh place I stand here prepared to take life on face to face I have nothing left to offer so why am I here Standing in a crowd filled with hate and fear I have nowhere left to run, and nowhere to hide So how do I escape this anger building up inside? I need to release some sort of feeling Not one that can be attained By sex, drugs, or stealing I need to feel some sort of life But not the kind you get By bringing other people strife I want to have a place That I can call my home I want to have someone to love me So I won’t ever be alone This feeling that I have Is to hurtful to be real Because of this pain and anguish My emotions I cannot feel I need of this world to let it be Where I am no longer me I do not want you to feel bad My death only make me no longer sad