One Life, Many Lives

I entered a room
and saw familiar strangers
and knew in an instant
they were me: past lives
made living flesh again.

I saw the fat baby, 38
pounds at one year!
(Poor Momma's back!)

I saw the angel-face boy
of four who spoke only
gibberish-- the doctors
told my parents "Sorry,
but he's an imbecile,
best send him far away."

Lucky for me, Mom And Dad
got a second opinion, and
six years of speech lessons
till I spoke like a happy
little English lord....

Then I saw the teenager--tall,
gaunt of cheek, dismissive of
lesser intellects. I grimaced,
and he sneered: I did not like
him, nor did he like me
(though we both lamented 
his forlorn virginity)

Behind him stood a 20 something.
I had filled out by then, handsome,
confident with women, tossing them 
aside like used hankies, not knowing
how vast was my emptiness-- not
even knowing I was a blind man
until...I crashed into that fog-
shrouded iceberg called Death.

And Death took me to that terrible 
place where my soul burned briefly,
and then, without explaining,
returned me to life.

My soul, which one day I had 
not believed in, and the next
I knew to be absolute, had been
seared but my eyes finally opened
and I  began to see beyond 
this world of pleasure and pain,
hunger and feast, war and peace.

Then I met my married self, and
shared with him the happiest day
of our life, when she said yes
to a man still lacking but at 
least now trying. Decades later,
he is still inching closer to God.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Watt Avatar
March 15, 2020 at 11:41 PM
Well written autobiography in poetry, LJ. Enjoyed the read, especially the last line. Best wishes, friend and congrats on your 1st place ~ John
Carber Avatar
March 16, 2020 at 11:57 AM
Thanks John-- I'm fond of that last line too!
Kauffman Avatar
March 15, 2020 at 11:13 PM
Congratulations LJ, such a creative theme for a poem. I would say your camera is working just fine-great picture with your words.
Carber Avatar
March 16, 2020 at 11:58 AM
Thanks Sam---let's hope our cameras always work well!!
Ibeh Avatar
March 15, 2020 at 7:46 AM
Excellent poem, congrats on your well-deserved first place win, L.J.:-)
Carber Avatar
March 16, 2020 at 11:58 AM
Thank you, Edward
Marc Avatar
December 2, 2019 at 12:31 AM
Nicely penned.
Carber Avatar
December 2, 2019 at 9:12 AM
Thank you, my friend, I'm glad you liked it.
Haight Avatar
May 3, 2018 at 8:46 AM
Such an awesome journey you traveled and how poetically you imaged it in this emotional poem to share it with us. Congratulations on your well-deserved First Place win. Sandra
Carber Avatar
May 4, 2018 at 8:46 AM
Thank you, Sandra, your thoughtful words are very much appreciated.
Pigeon Tart Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 8:13 AM
Wow! Spectacular gripping read :) Congratulations on your win! xomo!
Carber Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 1:32 PM
Thanks Maureen , much, much appreciated!
Cunningham Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 2:46 AM
A great life journey LJ. Enjoyed it. Congratulations. Tom.
Carber Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 1:33 PM
Thanks Tom-- I think the first 1/2 of my life was like the ancient Chinese curse, 'May you live in interesting times'!
Messina Avatar
April 30, 2018 at 8:00 PM
This journey you took us on is one that most of us experience in one way or another. Congrats on your win... Great write...Best regards, Charlie
Carber Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 1:34 PM
Thanks, Charlie-- and I think you're right, Karma touches every life, one way or another.
Gentry Avatar
April 30, 2018 at 7:51 PM
What an interesting journey you took me on!!! Well-written and realistic phrases of life. Enjoyed it. Congratulations on your win!
Carber Avatar
May 1, 2018 at 1:36 PM
Thanks, Susan-- I'm glad you liked it.
Gauthier Avatar
April 30, 2018 at 5:02 PM
Congrats on your top win with this most entertaining and endearing poem, L.J. Awesome.
Neumann Avatar
May 18, 2017 at 9:32 AM
Absolutely wonderful. Honest, insightful, courageous and so well written. Congratulations and many wishes on your journey, Kai
Carber Avatar
May 18, 2017 at 10:19 AM
Thank you, Kai-- it seems a journey most of us will take if we're in this world long enough. Your feedback is much appreciated!
Wood Avatar
May 16, 2017 at 9:01 AM
This is wonderful! Full of evocative feelings. Congratulations, a well deserved recognition. -- Dean
Carber Avatar
May 16, 2017 at 3:12 PM
thank you Dean-- I very much appreciate your kind words.
A. Sharma Avatar
November 8, 2015 at 10:28 PM
Superb win Ien with this awesome write... big congrats!
Inman Avatar
November 8, 2015 at 10:10 AM
Very nice write, Len. You know yourself well.
Y. Avatar
November 7, 2015 at 8:26 PM
Len, I enjoyed going on your journey.Nice introspective write. Great imagery. Congratulations on your 3rd place win. Thanks for participating in my contest:-) Alexis
Negron Flores Avatar
November 7, 2015 at 7:04 PM
Congratulations
A  Avatar
November 7, 2015 at 4:25 PM
Nice
A. Sharma Avatar
September 30, 2015 at 12:10 AM
Lovely poem Ien, Congrats on big win!
A  Avatar
September 29, 2015 at 8:41 PM
Congrats... SKAT
Negron Flores Avatar
September 29, 2015 at 1:26 PM
Congratulations.
Hunjeri Avatar
July 29, 2015 at 5:59 AM
Wow this is so beautiful. I loved it. Congratulations on your win
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