On Top Again and It Feels So Good

feeling drained in a good way don't know how to fill the voided sore now that the infected puss has been spewed from within and yet there is still a crater,scar,sore spot here that itches to be scratched what about that is it matter or is it fact only hope in the risks i both fear and embrace will i ever know how to get to where i need to be so here we go one... two... three... i stand up...... hook up....... shuffle to the door. i jump right out on the count of four and the simple is done and over but the landing will shortly come i'll be on the ground again down but not to blue it's true and if i fall and break my bones i know that at least God and i alone will heal for real and truely it's right the good things in life yeah that's it i'll find em' a glass full of sweet sun tea or a rainy day in my sweatpants and my tv and my dog and my cat waking me by shaking me fighting and flailing for attention is it okay can i mention the good things in life are at my feet the glass is all the way full and its contents are sweet. thank you and god bless to you all at poetry soup for commenting on my stuff. this is the best decision i have made and am enjoying all of the new ideas and people i have already stumbled accross. i will comment on yours but the wireless service in mexico is not that great. no offense to mexico. truely yours, jenny