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On the Road Again

Stumbling into this smokey run down dive bar
I just drove six hours in that old cramped car
The dancers rush to hit me up, I say leave me alone
I just came in to use the telephone

I can barely talk over the music blasting in here
And this phone smells like old rotten beer
I haven't talked to my kid since I don't know when
So I get into it with the ex-wife again

Because I haven't seen my kid in a year
I expect the phone to slammed down in my ear
She says she hates my guts, why do I even call
And doesn't know why she talks to me at all

She reminds me that without a doubt
I'm the one who decided to walk out
So if I care about our son at all
I should do more than a lousy phone call

I start slamming whiskey in this hell-hole bar
And wonder how it ever got this far
I run from the past and I'm all alone
Until I work up the courage to pick up the phone

The sun is rising and I jerk awake
And grab a handful of pills to take
Time to hit the road again
Wondering when this nightmare will end


'NA re-run' Poetry Contest 
Sponsored by: John Hamilton
6/24/19

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Date: 7/9/2019 9:44:00 PM
You’ve expressed a sad truth for many with such eloquence, Timothy. A potent pen! Congratulations on your wonderful recognition in the contest. Warmest wishes always.. ~Susan
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Timothy Mcguire
Date: 7/9/2019 11:47:00 PM
Thank you Susan. I think we should write about the pain in life too. My empathy is as strong as my love for folks at times. I wish the best to you and yours.
Date: 1/2/2019 8:33:00 PM
Great poem, Timothy, reminding us that for some people that really is their reality... hopefully a phase they eventually outgrow and don't perpetuate.
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Timothy Mcguire
Date: 1/2/2019 10:52:00 PM
you are right Miss Line. I wanted to write of an existence not so good that people live with. It reminds me of my blessings.
Date: 12/28/2018 5:50:00 PM
G'day Timothy … unless the past is settled before blast off eventually the past catches up with us - very true poem for many - Lindsay
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Timothy Mcguire
Date: 12/29/2018 12:17:00 AM
So true Lindsay

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