On My Mind

Things that are on my mind . . . . Dont really matter much . . . . Dont matter much, really . . . I understand that my thoughts are just silly . . . I've come to an understanding that . . . Some things I can choose and other things I cant . . . Certain things I'm lucky enough to have a say . . . . everything else does not matter, it's not I'm my control anyway . . . . The things I felt were important . . . . Have proven to me that they aren't meant . . . . Find myself on the other side of a traumatic event . . . . Still obsorbing all of the things I underwent . . . . I'm still thinking that soon I'll wake up . . . . From this nightmare I'm dreaming . . . Keep asking myself why I have not woken up screaming . . . . .