On Growing Deaf

Each year
my world is muffled
just a little more.  I watch
the ones I love, whose pique
grows more transparent
when I ask them to repeat.
I see them drifting somewhere,
and I know that I may not presume
to go along.

Behind the spongy walls
around my mind, I watch
this process of invisibility
that comes with my retreat...
how soon will they be unaware
that I am even there; 
the ease with which I fade, 
now sets in sooner, cued
by changing leaves not welcome yet
to crowd upon September.

No, martyrdom is not for me.
This padded universe affords
too much of spirit realm 
to carry in despair.  I leave you
bit by bit, abandoning my cares 
with every crumbling sense
and thus prepare to navigate
the larger world within, 
and there take refuge 
in the silent consciousness 
of truth.
                   ~
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Bauer Avatar
October 3, 2012 at 9:47 AM
this is a powerful and beautifully written poem. i love some of those choices you've made ("muffled," "spongy walls") and the mood you've created here, especially at the ending. bravo!
Ludden Avatar
October 3, 2012 at 10:17 AM
Thank you, Ilene. I appreciate your perceptive read.
Cayton Avatar
October 3, 2012 at 9:13 AM
wow, masterfully written.
Ludden Avatar
October 3, 2012 at 9:19 AM
Thank you, Cindy
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