Old Green Deals

When I sense a pathway in between my mountain of narcissistic need to control my relationships and all my anthrosupremacist rivered lessons cause-effect linear verbal assumptions with nonverbal consecutive resolving and unresolved ambiguous feelings Veering away from dark trauma blue loneliness and toward ego- and eco-therapies of green abundance, When I feel polyphonic harmony, synergy between and within my interior biosystems Deep listening, and not digging for control, even eventually, settling in for perpetual unconditional co-control both/and nuancing interdependent co-investment, enlightened co-empowerment empowering win/win resolutions of thoughtful conscious/conscientious feelings, Transparently rivered valleys of neuro-sensory unvoiced win/win resolving solvent flowing return choice soothing past win/lose sensory traumatic in-between Decisions for economic Whole Systemic pro-ecological co-relational multi-lateral solidarity of animus mundi awe, holonic nature-enspirited History encultured Yang/Yintegral timelessly unconditionally regarded, esteemed sacred space Of balanced co-relational place InBetween old and new internal sensory rivers of feeling win/lose anxious trauma and environmental stress And anticipating health and felt wealth of ego/eco defensive yang/yintegral safety actively co-investing in shared economic and pro-ecological, cooperatively reborn, original prime NonZero Zone, ego/eco-matriarchal politically attached relationship Win/win restoring health/wealth optimizing new/old green wisdom nutritional communication rebirthing health/wealth optimization deals.