Oh, Here I Am

I sought a theme but it was in vain . . . 
   so, I let my MUSE take me by the hand to this place
       that I will tell you about with a  s i g h -

oh heart, oh troubled, shattered heart-
     I recall the sweet girl, who was me in yesterdays
  we lived in a beautiful Victorian house on a shady street
and it was full of love every single day
            but then . . . 
my happiness was  d r o w n e d  in reality-

oh dripping,
          dripping,
               dripping
                           death, one by one
                               my beloved left upon a fading gleam
to dwell with the birds and their sleepy songs
     echoing among the dark and deep green and shadows
                                            of the rows and rows of tombs-

and I was left to dream . . .
      and dream of memories and loving scenes
                locked in the corridors of my mind behind a wall, that
I built one brick at a time until it is a  MASSIVE  fortress . . .

will I accept my slow  d e c a y  or rise in pride
and break down this wall of mine
                                    remove my mask of sorrow

I stagger terrified . . . 
      my heart beating wildly in my chest
                                      then suddenly my wings unfold
           in feathery glory . . . .

oh, here I am-

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May 30, 2017


Poetry/Free Verse/oh, here I am
Copyright Protected, ID 17-1151-595-0
All Rights Reserved.  Written under Pseudonym.

Submitted to the contest,Your Choice (7)
sponsor, Brian Strand

First Place
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Mcgee Avatar
June 13, 2019 at 6:24 PM
Oh, here I am...I love how you pulled me in and gave me a happy ending. Congratulations on your win, DearHeart.
La France Avatar
June 14, 2019 at 1:33 PM
Jeanne, thanks for the comment and congratulations ~
Bradfield Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 9:44 PM
Excellent writing and a great choice for the top spot. Congratulations!!
La France Avatar
June 13, 2019 at 7:30 AM
Larry, thank you for the excellent and the congratulations, appreciate !
Rodrigues Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 8:33 PM
Excellent first class write! Congratulations, Constance!
La France Avatar
June 13, 2019 at 7:30 AM
Kim, thank you for the excellent and the congratulations !
Marcum Wong Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 7:46 PM
I am not surprised to see this lovely poem in First Place Constance. Congratulations on your deserving win! : ) xxoo
La France Avatar
June 13, 2019 at 7:31 AM
Connie, thank you so much for your kind words and the congratulations , appreciate !
Chiri Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 1:04 PM
What lovely expression! Congrats on your win it is a well deserved one too!;)
La France Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 5:27 PM
Brenda, thank you so much for visiting and the the congrats ~
Marcum Wong Avatar
June 11, 2019 at 7:31 PM
This poem is so lovely Constance. The sorrow gives way to hope with wings that will help you soar! Best of luck in the contest my friend! : ) xxoo
La France Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 7:59 AM
Connie, thanks for the lovely and the encouragement ~
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