Oceanic, Ominous Waves

Loneliness is not what I’m looking forward to Distress was not part of my gladness, so true Oceanic, ominous waves bring me down sometimes, darling so free Tension-packed, traumatic nervousness gives me moments of mere bravery Oceanic, ominous waves swallow me whole and silence takes its toll substantially, Eventually washing away the jubilance that blooms like the sun of the afternoon Gladness and God’s grace makes me flutter away and sway away oh so beautifully Like a suave butterfly out of a vicacious cocoon that flies in the month of June Love from above is essential and beneficial to my heart of cold stone I’m like a resonating, dynamic dove in the sky, then captivated in descending disheartenment I rove in fields of blues and grays - the ominous waves, alone, Have scared me off and made my optimism die and now, I am facing dire discouragement Emotionally inclined and woeful waters spill out from my oceanic eyes Getting rid of the guilty conscience and fighting back lust and lies Crimson rain, like waterfalls, collide from the wounds of my heart’s desire I want to be as pure as amber-colored auras around the rather dazzling fire I’m as freezing hot as fire below the waters of wistfulness I want to boil up your wondrous waves of blissfulness I don’t want to look back at the ominous waves of fearful fretfulness I don’t want to backtrack the sorrow from within you and I regardless Majestic, mesmerizing movement of the sparkling sea moves us for an eternity It brings me benevolent bliss and leaves the gloomy waves envious of our serenity I just don’t want to be humiliated by hatred and its horrendous thunderstorm Instead, let me feel the monsoons of meandering magnificence unfold and keep my kindred spirits warm Evaporate the oceanic, ominous waves from tearing us apart - Drown not my hopes and joys of my youth from my heart; give me a reason to venture on my own We are a ship of vital vigilance and shimmering might from the start I am much like a seashore-bound shipwreck, once wandering through the abyssal waters all alone Ascending awesomely like the exuberant, extraterrestrial mountains Oceanic, ominous waves try to break me into shards of empty misery, Expressing my solitude’s serene solace through my poetic words Loneliness is not what I’m looking forward to, but to release it like birds