Numerology

I'm up then down, I'm all around I'm unpredictable is what I've found So my life path number is 3 I think.. hmmm yeah, this sounds like me The class clown, who loves mankind Too busy dancing, to walk a straight line Painting the world with my vibrant thumb A humble bow for the talents brung Although I love this number three And in ways it pegged me perfectly It's clearly who I'd like to be But the number seven divides me The seven is in my soul It describes my heart's desire The remains of my inner coal Precededing my 3's grand fire It's who I am underneath Behind my mask, before my flask More "me" than you'll ever see When I give in to the seven inside Those around me gasp Who is this person that runs to hide Over a simple social task They don't understand I don't think that they can Two toxic vibrations Dwell in one man A snowball in Hell Yet here I stand If you wonder what it feels like inside I'll try and help you see But brace yourself for a bumpy ride The life of a 7, dressed as a 3