Numbing Pain
Feeling numb these days
Or am i so blind
Trying to read between hollow lines
Feeling not myself anymore
My mind tells my body its not so fine
Wish i could just dispel these emotions
Remove them and become just a shell
Maybe then il feel like im not in hell
Feeling rejected and neglected
But its probably myselfs fault
For not checking
Sadness rains and with it tears fall
I feel no one really cares at all
Everyone just wants to drink in Valhalla's **** hall
Norse mythology is just another story of Satan
Trying to glorify his fall
And who am i?
I feel like no one at all
Its so confusing
When everything is riddled with images on a glass wall
Sometimes i just dont care, this feeling
is growing more raw
Saying everything i feel until nothing is left to yield
Until one day i feel ive become real
A fade i feel like i am
Ever transparent and still
This heart I have...
I wish i could kill
Because there is so much it does feel
In this weird ass existence im in
Someone end my pain
And make me a deal
One that lets me either feel
Or not to feel
Just wish my pain wasnt a wound thats scared across
My abandoned and broken heart from an age when I was as short as i was
When i do kneel
Copyright © Justin Worthy | Year Posted 2018
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