Numb
The fleeting dream within
has come to a bitter finality today
All i ever aspired and hoped for
are now just false memories fading away.
Blind trust i put in a one-sided love,
one without any compromise.
I gave all the tenderness within my fragile heart
and it died before my eyes.
Its hard to deal with the lonliness
i feel so hollow deep inside.
Now ive distanced my self from all advances
for i truly just want to hide
Somedays the depression is such a crushing weight
i just want to end it all
But i just cower in the disgust of myself
and stay hidden within these walls.
So people can judge me however they wish,
and add to the unseen scars i bear
But ive grown callous to their evil insults
Now i just no longer care.
Copyright © Carl Fraser | Year Posted 2016
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