Numb

The fleeting dream within has come to a bitter finality today All i ever aspired and hoped for are now just false  memories fading away. Blind trust i put in a one-sided love, one without any compromise. I gave all the tenderness within my fragile heart and it died before my eyes. Its hard to deal with the lonliness i feel so hollow deep inside. Now ive distanced my self from all advances for i truly just want to hide Somedays the depression is such a crushing weight i just want to end it all But i just cower in the disgust of myself and stay hidden within these walls. So people can judge me however they wish, and add to the unseen scars i bear But ive grown callous to their evil insults Now i just no longer care.