Numb

I was asked how I was feeling today I was weirded out and I didn't know what to say Maybe it’s that I don’t know feelings Or maybe because my answer isn’t appealing Or because no one would understand It’s like I should have an automatic answer planned After some self-contemplation There really is no explanation I feel nothing at all I’m not depressed, I can't remember the last time I cried, let alone bawled I’m not happy I don’t know what I am, it’s even weird to be snappy But if I say I’m numb I look extremely dumb People start judging Then if I say I’m ok, they’ll know I’m bluffing But what else can you do Then say I’m good instead of the truth