Now

where am i going? where have i been? empty handed i fall to my knees what has this all been for? will i ever find a dream to chase? balled fists i slam anger against the wall what is wrong with me? why does this happen to me? lost i stumble crying all the way is there no one for me? do my sin's out way my right to happyness? laughing it all off to hide the tears rolling down to the ground i am damned to this way of life i cry out for your touch look away and bury my face in the lap of sadness you did not hear my call or did you ignore it? do i want to know the answer? will not let go maybe you will remember and embrace me? is this it? i think i hear death calling me im afraid now so afraid that i will head his call