November 6th, 2005

November 6th, 2005 Pulled up to my house Couldn't believe my eyes Everyone sobbing Couldn't control their tears What's going on?? Time to face my fears With no idea I just ran and asked To hear the news My big brother had passed Empty & broken I ran to my room Not talking to anyone I was so damn confused Retracing my weekend Thinking to myself What's the last thing I said to him, The night that I left? Beating myself up Trying to dig in deep Did I tell him I loved him? Such a painful memory Find myself writing With nowhere to go My heart takes me to him For what reason I don't know Guess there is a lot supressed Pent way up inside Forcing its way out Through the pain that I hide It eats me up Not knowing that night, I was walking out the door Saying my last Goodbye Tear after tear Ache after ache That November night That ultimate heartbreak Finally releasing my heart From the prison that its in Letting go of the unknown Now the hurt can end November 6th, 2005 The day he left And a piece of my heart died