Nothing

I should have never gave my all to him. EVER. 
I thought he loved me back. But I guess I was 
blinded by all the lies he constantly fed me.
Now I'M the one stuck here with all this hurt, 
he left me here to feel like nothing but a tiny speck of dirt.
He said he couldn't trust me, 
Yet I sat there and I was in a constant war to keep him 
by my side.
Now I'm stuck with abiding tears. 
I can barely see.
All I care about is him, still. 
I bet all he's thinking right now is, "damn, i wasted six months
 on NOTHING."
Because that's all I am, & all I'll ever be.
...nothing.

lovemefree verse

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Skat A

Date: 8/23/2015 11:27:00 PM

Halee, I enjoyed reading your poem. Luv ~SKAT~

Constance La France

Date: 1/7/2011 7:13:00 AM

You are not "nothing" you are a poet and each one of us has something "special" to give and one day, you will find a man, who sees your inner beauty and this one will be "nothing but a speck of dirt" ~~

James Peranteau

Date: 1/6/2011 2:47:00 PM

Well ya moved me with this write Halee, how so many souls know this trauma; yes unfolding every day. Make light of this my fine poetic soul, souls do recover ! You have a wonderful gift of poesy here ya know ! Though it be the happy poets write, or the traumatic, irksome write of a poet; a true poets art will gleam and be noticed ! Welcome and I look forward to reading more of your writes ! Much love, james

Daver Austin

Date: 1/4/2011 10:42:00 AM

You, obviously, are a deeply caring person. Hey!They aint too many o' them around. Love, Dave

Wilma Neels

Date: 1/4/2011 6:18:00 AM

Halee don't let any guy or person make you feel like you're nothing.. 'Cause if that is the case then he or they are nothing as well.. A thought provoking write from the heart.. Welcome to the Soup, hope you enjoy it here ;-) WN

Andrea Dietrich

Date: 1/2/2011 10:22:00 PM

Hey, again, do you have another poem to post? Let me know if you do. I won't bother you anymore, ok. Just hoping you enjoy it here. Luv, Andrea

Andrea Dietrich

Date: 1/1/2011 11:44:00 PM

thanks for your sweet comment to me. Do you have other poems? If you have a lot, post just one a day and you will start to see more and more comments coming your way, the more you respond back to other poets. Luv, Andrea

Linda-Marie Sweetheart

Date: 12/31/2010 2:45:00 PM

Welcome to Poetry Soup.. so enjoyed your creative write tonight ..with its interesting theme... have fun on the Soup site... enjoy sharing with luv.. and ... Happy New Year..

Carol Sunshine Brown

Date: 12/31/2010 6:34:00 AM

I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Halee. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. You can look to the left side of the main page and find lots of information on PoetrySoup including contests by members of PoetrySoup and contests by the PoetrySoup site also. Wishing you a Happy New Year. Love, Carol

Andrea Dietrich

Date: 12/30/2010 9:26:00 PM

I feel your pain in this one. Not good to feel like nothing! the guy has got to be an idiot. Don't put yourself down! andrea