Note To Self

trying to keep this simple a message to myself something for me a way to keep whats mine for me a not in my pocket of the things im achieving, striving, actively doing... a note in my other pocket my aspirations the things im interested in take the paper for your voodoo doll see if i care you puill my hair you pull my hair way to surprise yourself like finding twenty bucks something you forgot but find when you wanted it note to self how am i today well this is how iwas this is how i hope to be doing conversations to the past and present indexing coordinates of time in poetry reminding myself of the days i walkied madly in circles two watches on one on each wrist one yoyo left handed bouncyball olympic joker do you remember when we did this before the note to self what did we write the sense of self we might of one had did we lose our self our self respect was it me confused you lost in a dase maybe they did it to us all of us never mentioned it to me thought i would know but the blind leading the blind poked out an eye its not funny when there is a consequence for laughing hangman you better tell me who made that joke of the hangman Analysing familiar patterns even though im succesfull, yeah that was working, but i can do better i can fix myself take the time to think it through same routine break away fix my hair pklay videogames bake a cake lose myself in something else something else something else better to do better than being totally screwed and lovin it backed in the corner bashfull thump thump thumper backed in the corner Fire in the iron crop refined second season planted the new seeds in stronger now now i changed my mind closer to your mouth closer to your temptation the two evils a fork in the road i place we all live but never get to no matter how far we go but live it everyday welcome to today black balloons red parade blue disco got a red whale for sale