Best Introspectionself Poems
I will say no more often
I will not offer to help or solve problems
I will give you a hint if you seem lost
I will promote self reliance
I will listen to more music
demand more silence and solitude
take care of my self first
and drink pots of tea.
trying to keep this simple
a message to myself
something for me
a way to keep whats mine for me
a not in my pocket
of the things im achieving, striving, actively doing...
a note in my other pocket
my aspirations
the things im interested in
take the paper for your voodoo doll
see if i care
you puill my hair
you pull my hair
way to surprise yourself like finding twenty bucks
something you forgot but find when you wanted it
note to self
how am i today
well this is how iwas
this is how i hope to be doing
conversations to the past and present
indexing coordinates of time in poetry
reminding myself of the days i walkied madly in circles
two watches on
one on each wrist
one yoyo
left handed bouncyball
olympic joker
do you remember when we did this before
the note to self
what did we write
the sense of self we might of one had
did we lose our self
our self respect
was it me confused
you lost in a dase
maybe they did it to us
all of us never mentioned it to me thought i would know
but the blind leading the blind
poked out an eye
its not funny when there is a consequence for laughing
hangman
you better tell me
who made that joke of the hangman
Analysing familiar patterns even though im succesfull,
yeah that was working, but i can do better
i can fix myself
take the time to think it through
same routine
break away fix my hair
pklay videogames bake a cake
lose myself in something else
something else
something else better to do
better than being totally screwed
and lovin it
backed in the corner
bashfull
thump thump
thumper
backed in the corner
Fire in the iron
crop refined
second season
planted the new seeds in
stronger now
now i changed my mind
closer to your mouth
closer to your temptation
the two evils
a fork in the road
i place we all live but never get to
no matter how far we go
but live it everyday
welcome to today
black balloons
red parade
blue disco
got a red whale for sale
I put the ear in tear so you can hear my pain
synonymous with years of nonstop rain
what appeared as sincere slandered my name
synonymous with phlebotomy, it was all in vain
an unknown flood that drowned my confidence
synonymous with being anonymous
masked, disguised, escaping the consequence
synonymous with a fugitive fleeing the continent
guilty as charged, behind bars, waitin´
synonymous with self condemnation
eyes in the law library, with the law in observation
a verdict synonymous with self vindication
Useless Emotions
Tied. Tangled.
Trapped within a world of judgment and suffocation
You want him, do you not?
Or is it only the ghost of the past, haunting your waking moments and your restless
slumber
The question, still unanswered, brings more to mind, the answer a whispering
scream.
Your swallowed within a blackened sea of self deprivation, and self awareness
You know he is the one your heart cries out for,
Yet you let your own cowardly repulsion push you away from his outstretched hand
Or is it even outstretched?
Easily as breathing, he could see past you, ignoring you as you ignore your soul’s
desire
The identity of who you are
That’s what they all do, do they not?
Lying. Hiding.
It’s the inner cage of turmoil that smothers your fiery desire
The fire within your soul burns for his, but finds the message unanswered. Unknown.
The key, why it’s always been the truth
Fear. Reluctance.
It keeps the savagery of raw emotion in check
From breaking free from the restraints of society
It keeps you filled with blackened rage
Useless emotions.
Tied. Tangled
Life is nothing but a web in lies in which you’ve so intricately ensnared yourself within
The circus act you’ve so carefully calculated will come down
Tumbling. Crashing.
With the slightest motion to set the dominos falling
Your life around you will crumble slowly, if you deny this any longer
Revelation. Revolt.
You claim to be strong, why not prove your weightless words?
The suffocating circumstances they encompass you with would disappear, if only
Declare your love, put the raw emotions of entrapment to use
For it’s only with his fire satiating love you’ll find use for these
Useless emotions.