Not Really Here

I sit here and wonder where I fit in.
Do I belong anywhere is this world, this life?
So tired of all the pretence.
Does anyone believe this façade?
I don’t; Not for a second
The desire to run so strong; to flee
I can’t be here any more, though I’m not sure I am to begin with.
Maybe that’s it.
I’m an apparition, somebody else’s nightmare.
I’m willing them to wake up, wake up and set me free.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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May 23, 2009 at 11:37 PM
Kat, congrats on your feature...Raul
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May 23, 2009 at 4:36 PM
Congrats Kat on the featuring of "Not Really Here." Vince
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May 23, 2009 at 8:16 AM
Congratulations on your lovely poem being featured this week, James
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May 22, 2009 at 2:29 PM
Kat, you fit in the world... especially here in Poetry Soup. Congratulations on having your poem featured this week. Keep writing, Love and Hugs, Dane
Anderson Avatar
May 21, 2009 at 10:40 PM
congratulations on your much deservered feature. luv ya, kat
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May 21, 2009 at 7:27 AM
I love the passion with which you write, this piece is awesome. Great you .Congrats on your wonderful poem being featured this week. love Leke
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May 21, 2009 at 6:40 AM
Kat, this is a good write, congratulations onit being featured.
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May 18, 2009 at 6:23 AM
Congratulations on your wonderful poetry being featured this week! Love, Shar
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May 18, 2009 at 12:49 AM
Congratulations on your poem being feature this week. I wish you good luck, more power and honor. Ernilando
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May 17, 2009 at 5:02 PM
Interesting perspective. Congratulations on having your poem featured. Enjoy your honor. Keep on writing! Karen
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May 11, 2009 at 5:22 AM
Another invisibility piece I reckon... when your life depends so much on the feelings of others you are trapped, with little self-respect, BRAVO my dear!!! Best wishes, Keith
Anderson Avatar
April 16, 2009 at 1:25 PM
i defintely can related. i love this poem. thank you for sharing it
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April 8, 2009 at 12:23 PM
Nice I enjoyed the read and that is what every poet should be after. For others to enjoy what they have written.
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