Not In a Good Place

There’s nothin around me but I’ve found myself stuck
Bleedin and screamin from a pain that’s been struck
But I ain’t tried to seek the person who’s behind it all
And put a blade that was left right at my heart
Pushed in by my own feelings to lock itself away from drama
The start of my downfall as well as a rise like Kurama
Cuz y’all just wanna play with these people
So now we left with nothin but trauma
This life got me switchin styles from water to fire with a flame burnin red and white
Showin me these six paths that all lead to the same place
Guess this world only knows the feeling of pain
Cuz it’s full of those who hurt others for selfish gain
So now somebody’s gotta switch shifts to fifth gear and stay clear from people who act aloof
Cuz they’ll use the feelings you thought you knew best and put a hole right through your chest 
With one shot like they a professional tennis Ace
So sometimes you gotta let your heart unload and set life back to your own pace
Create your own space and feel it with your devastation
This game’s a deadly sin but my wrath reacts without any hesitation
I’ll give you to the count of seven so you better run with desperation
I’m bringin a past self back just like I’m using reanimation
I thought I wasn’t mad at her but now I see I’ve kept this dormant
Am I in the wrong for seeing past the veil now that she’s torn it
For plottin like a mad villain with doom as an informant
Cuz pain ain’t somethin that we can just mess with, I don’t adorn it
I’ve seen its mask many times
I ain’t afraid to say I’ve worn it
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022


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