Not In a Good Place

There’s nothin around me but I’ve found myself stuck Bleedin and screamin from a pain that’s been struck But I ain’t tried to seek the person who’s behind it all And put a blade that was left right at my heart Pushed in by my own feelings to lock itself away from drama The start of my downfall as well as a rise like Kurama Cuz y’all just wanna play with these people So now we left with nothin but trauma This life got me switchin styles from water to fire with a flame burnin red and white Showin me these six paths that all lead to the same place Guess this world only knows the feeling of pain Cuz it’s full of those who hurt others for selfish gain So now somebody’s gotta switch shifts to fifth gear and stay clear from people who act aloof Cuz they’ll use the feelings you thought you knew best and put a hole right through your chest With one shot like they a professional tennis Ace So sometimes you gotta let your heart unload and set life back to your own pace Create your own space and feel it with your devastation This game’s a deadly sin but my wrath reacts without any hesitation I’ll give you to the count of seven so you better run with desperation I’m bringin a past self back just like I’m using reanimation I thought I wasn’t mad at her but now I see I’ve kept this dormant Am I in the wrong for seeing past the veil now that she’s torn it For plottin like a mad villain with doom as an informant Cuz pain ain’t somethin that we can just mess with, I don’t adorn it I’ve seen its mask many times I ain’t afraid to say I’ve worn it