Notes About The Poem

Without poetry, life would be unbearable; without roots, it often is. But poetry makes everything sunny and better, same goes for friends!!!

The meme is made by my dear friend Mel.

Not Anymore

Sitting on this bed, is large enough
Me to him, hands frantically talking
On paper, he replies: “It’s rough,
I won’t deny. One day you’re walking”.
Angry shrug, hah! Heard it all before.
Those friendly words won’t last:
“Don’t judge yourself by your past
You don’t live there anymore”

This rock, it’s cold, if creeps up spines
It refuses comfort, it’s unforgiving
Writing goodbye in a hundred lines
Past is why future is not worth living
Scared, cold, and lonely to the core
Incomprehensible words, a shadow cast:
“Don’t judge yourself by your past
You don’t live there anymore”

Wind blows my written words away
Language shattered in the wind
In the distance glows the day
In a myriad sparkles and I find
It hard to say: “I want no more”
So I turn around and go back fast
“Don’t judge yourself by your past
You don’t live there anymore”

It came so close, I was so near,
The wheels are squeaking madness
Not wanting death, but living fear
Anger, resentment, sadness.
But in my head the real words tore
And understanding there, at last:
I am done judging by my past
I don’t live there anymore!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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December 1, 2016 at 10:32 AM
I love this poem...but in my mind the real words tore...that is a killer of a line
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December 1, 2016 at 3:13 PM
Thank you. It was and sometimes still is a hard reality.... As far as I am concerned it's one of the best poems I've ever written, it's funny how sometimes people ADORE poems you don't think are that special, and are not commenting on poems you think are your best :)
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November 18, 2016 at 9:48 AM
Wow!! Darren you're truly gifted. This is such an important write and message. Moving forward as difficult as it can be is the only option we have and we must embrace our lives. Thank you so much for sharing this with me.:) A definite fav! I will read this poem often!
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November 18, 2016 at 9:52 AM
Thank you! I am happy you understood it! And yes, you are right :)
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September 3, 2016 at 6:51 PM
Very powerful write! Excellent !
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September 3, 2016 at 10:58 PM
Thank you so much :)
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