~no Title~ Just How I Feel

Anger fills my head like hot air in a balloon. You piss me off with the stupid crap that you do. Flirting, teasing, laughing in my face. Playing with my emotions like a video game. Do you not care that it hurts me? Oh i forgot, you have no feelings. Why do I put up with your bull? Still lying, still decieving. What am I to do with you? With us? I'm so sad now. and worried. Is it me? Or are my friends right? I love you. Don't mess this up. We've worked so hard. Why are you quiting? I cry so much my head starts splitting. I'm full of doubt, Can we work this out? Back and forth we go. arguing, fighting, back to love again. I'm tired of being confused. I don't know what to do. What is it I hold that brings you back? What do you want from me?