no rhyme or reason JCO
You will never have me again
I trusted when you held me
I felt connected when looking into your eyes.
There are some things that should never be
all thoses tears fall from the lies.
You will have to live with what you did
if the bones in you care for me at all
my heart was priority I thought
but you made me a joke afterall
Everything I believed in you was a lie
fighting is what you thrive from
my love was never to be alive
as I was clawing up from the bottom
I hate you.
You have made me see who you are
weak inside a tree of a shell
never to defend me, or love me out loud
a ghost, a secret and shadow is all I was
betrayal was all I found
my life with you of mistrust
I am done with you.
Copyright © April Marie Johnson | Year Posted 2011
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