No Ones Lover
You are now gone from my life
Too many times for too many years
You would pretend you cared about me
use me for your emotional support
then in reality you would find another boyfriend
You and me can never happen unless you grow up
I deserve better than that
I deserve Love from someone I give love to and actual love
Never again will I talk with you in secret
No More Games I am too old for your games
I deserve Care and kindness and not apathy
You always I would be someone who adored you
at best you gave me pretend attention but no real love
How many boy friends were you with while I was your friend
in secret you friend for so many years no more
I deserve someone who will not hid me from their family and friends but be proud about me
No more secret accounts and cold distance I am seeking warmth and care and kindness
I do not want to dream all my life like I am a simp for an of girl
Your not even famous or a of girl your just my ex friend who talks in secret while pretending I am a stalker. I am not now nor ever was your stalker if anything you have been stalking me no more apathy
I do not need to become a millionaire and have a perfect body and be perfect to find love
just cause you do not accept me as I am does not mean someone else won't
I am over dreaming about the after life just in hopes of being loved
In this life I will be loved and I see now you do not love me as I am so I blocked you and your dad
Who knows maybe I will still die alone but now I am done waiting for you to grow up and stop putting money and looks first and start putting love first. Maybe you just did not love me enough to accept me as I am and maybe you never will grow up but I will find love from someone else if it is not from you.
I am not dying alone I know that and if you ever grow up and and want to be truthful and actually put me first ahead of money and looks then I will find someone else and today this day I declare myself free to do so. Good bye Kami the door will always be open if you come correct grown up and place our connection ahead of money and everything else if you can't treat me right this is goodbye then.
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