No More

I wish you could see The weight you put on me I cry myself to sleep each night I cringe, I shake, I close my eyes so tight Slowly my heart breaks, there's no way to stop I feel like you see me as a broken down prop I no longer know what to do to stay sane No matter what I do, bad thoughts still remain Tears are streaming down my cheeks They leave nothing but shameful streaks People tell me to turn my back on what I feel But I don't know what to believe, I don't know what's real Pills, needles, cuts, and scrapes Numbing the pain comes in many shapes Why do I attract people that don't really care Maybe I need a sign to tell people to beware Am I so blind I cannot see How your actions are slowly killing me I hate myself for falling for people like you You have no idea what you put me through You will no longer be the one I call, the one I will trust My faith in you has been forever crushed No more will you make me feel at fault I'm bringing this relationship to a hault So goodbye and to you I bid farewell No longer will you put me through this hell