No desire

I don’t know if I’m healed or traumatized I can’t tell you how much I don’t care anymore I don’t have the energy to leave long paragraphs anymore I guess something in me just switched I guess I got tired of my own and other people’s There’s no desire to hang on to anyone who I’m not certain of I have no desire to sulk Only to get up and go for the life I deserve People show you everyday why it’s important to be your number one fan Sometimes I think I have “please disrespect me” written on my forehead I have no desire to beg for something you should give freely My top priority is taking care of and loving myself I have no desire for anyone who doesn’t show out for me the way I show out for them I’ve never been a fake one Only a real one I have no desire for anything other then what is good for me So please if you’re not Then stay away from me