Night Thoughts

The golden touch of the end- of- Summer-leaves
 along with the coolness of the Summer's rays as they fade into the past
         Together bring as saddness as if an old friendship is once again lost
 As all my Autumns have been painful as the Summer sun does pass
         And friendships die along with the heat of the sun and perhaps
 they never were real or would last
         My heart dreads another year of cold, ice=like pain and the winds
 blowing heavy as my pain begins
         Again, as only a reminder of how alone I am ..in my thoughts and my in my life
 So, perhaps it is near the end.
         A hopelessness surrounds me as each day I wake withj fear
how will i get anyplace or where i want to go
         And only the quiet of my sleep , where dreams lead me to places i still know
 BGut even then, i wake in pain,my body burns with pain
         i try to think of happier days but they too have faded with the sun
 to be or not to be is not the question here
         but do i want to be a part of another year...
 i find no joy in singing or talking on the phone
         but find i am playing a part of a person that i don't even know
 where have i gone and what have i to show in this dust- coated room?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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May 13, 2016 at 10:33 PM
Catherinee D, Fantastic writing, glad to read your poem tonight. Forever ~LINDA~
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May 12, 2016 at 10:06 AM
Catherinee DiBuono, creative and well done. Thank you for sharing. **SKAT**
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