Never Say Goodbye

It was the day you left my world fell apart lets go back to the day before you walked away you was going off about something but I thought it was nothing I told you i never kissed her when will you ever learn That it was never my fault (never my fault) This isn't how i wanted it (its going wrong) All grownup but cant take a hit (living a lie) Loves not the only thing (hate is next) But i could never sing (caught in a lie) you never backed me up enough you though it was a bluff. I'm on this mountain, you and I. This was you last goodbye so now i'm sitting here thinking of suicide (suicide lies within darkness) Maybe I should die you love was just a lie now your gone like a suicide deep inside where nasty putrescence resides these razor blades are cold (like frostbite) Dead on the floor; So lifeless, so still, so sold I drink this whiskey Passing out again; why don't u miss me (you never loved me) you said that you loved me I wasted my time; cause you didn't as I see. Sudden noises wake me up i grab the whiskey and a cup what happened to that day at the mall i remember it all i no its not just in my head that day we first kissed i was nervous and missed yet your heart was calm (this whiskeys dry in my palm) everything blew up in my palm i just got back up that day in the rain i had everything to gain but instead of being cool i lost everything like a fool (I tripped over these stones) So hard and hollow My life is over but this time i'm really sober i grabbed the gun i put it to my head, oh what fun you ran through the door i through it to the floor i start freaking out what is this all about you said you was sorry and that you was a fool ( you looked just like a kid) I looked int you eyes i said never say goodbye you looked at me (the blood inside me poured) I saw that it shall be forever you and me That's when i never say goodbye! Name: Patrick Nonnemacher (this is the story of me and my girlfriend)