Never Knew--He Just Had To Come Clean

As I memo
Twas In the pass...
When I was first married 
With children
And Just gave birth
Blessing of new born

two weeks later
in time 
my husband 
came home
as Truth spilt-out ---
He said 
He just had to come clean

Then he bagan
as he started telling me 
he had been seeing 
another woman

he knew that I just would 
not understand
that all along
he was in-love with her
and that he never 
was my man

As he stated For No man in their right mind
would ever love you for you
I Never have.. Not now... Never will.. 
As he went on in a rage

On stating our children
was not his..
he was not paying a dime
for any child-support for these kids
that he claimed twas not his..

I then said..Unto him..
you are sadly mistaken
but then again 
Ok.. For my-our-these children
Tis be.. not his any more
Yes.. tis be just mine

Mine and my Lord's.. 
Jesus Christ

Then he went on
Telling me… 
he always has been so in-love
with this woman... 
ever since day one..

then as he looked at me
tears began.. then he said
but tis woman.. as he sobbed
who he loves... was dying now..
he was going to be with her
No matter what…then he left

As I in shock
Couldn’t believe 
What I heard…
I.. Never knew
Till then…

but I still remember 
his words…
and memo
as I was Looking at my
New born…
 And my two little ones

All I wanted to do
Is take my children
And run……..
Run... Run... 

as memo
I did pack bags..
Loaded up children in my wagon
Headed somewhere east…
Not knowing where tis
I and my children be
 
What do you do 
When you find out
All tis time.. 
Was just a Lie…

Time be…
What do you 
when in life
things like this
happen to you....

You pray…right away
Ask God to guide your path
Ask Him to help You to forgive
Learn to let go.. 
 And Live..   

One thing I do memo
Jesus helped me through
All this.. and more 
tuff times

Come to Jesus
He is waiting
He will give you strength
To Live… through ANY tuff times…

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012



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