Never Again

I got myself into a bit of a pickle, but there was parts of me that felt tickled, I fell down a hole like Alice did, and saw Cheshire cat along the way. As I skipped through parts of me, I felt I had split personality, but one dimension I never felt so free, I didn't need to be saved. So effortless, felt loose and useless, but in a good way, euphoric and free, there's no place I'd rather be. Then a heard a voice, the room turned bleak, I felt I could not speak, now I really did feel weak. It was dark and cold, I needed to come to my senses but didn't know how? I thought it was some kind of game show, "that's it you have had your laugh, you can come out now!" Inside Pandoras box, was my insecurity, waiting to come out of this box for other to see, "please!" I begged "don't do this to me!" Time felt slow, and I started to come back to reality, climbing back up a hole, this time not literally, this whole experience, was just not for me.