Narcissistic Commitment

People don’t think of you the way that you like who do you think you’re conning when talking all that ite blagging everybody you come into contact with proud of the first opportunity to take advantage of gifts boasting about your blagging skills as if you ain’t known as a blagger who can’t be trusted with anything always a late giver backer when the first impression you make shifts to a shady replacement to never reappear after that first meeting you’re different and when debts ain’t paid you never blame yourself you go and point incompetence at somebody else so it’s never your fault and therefore cannot be helped treating friends unfair until there ain’t no one there because you just don’t care but in your stories you swear that you’re selfless and prepared to save everyone who is facing despair after blaming the individual for their own fate comparing the fact you made decisions that they ain’t because you make the right choices and have superior vision sounding authentic to those who don’t expect to hear fibbing and when you big yourself up there’s also somebody digging and though they helped you back up you forget that as you kick ‘em saying you wanna help as you continue to hit ‘em acting like it’s all their fault as you leak criticism combined with a sad face to ensure the sympathy’s given because you lost a mate when they fell into this place but last month they were fake and it was too much to take for now they’re nowhere to trace as they avoid you with hate as you remove yourself from any involvement or blame and act all confused saying they must be insane because to not like you must mean they haven’t a brain and then you emphasis this point by saying they’re the slow train who you have to help by shining a light that explains the simplest interactions that they take the wrong way in fact if you speak to your friend they would be right as rain as the fact they don’t like you is their stupid mistake The narcissist in you evident cold twisted malevolent suffering though you’re innocent from someone far less intelligent now confused by developments believing things deemed irrelevant a friend you’ll save cus you’re brilliant despite the painful experience