Mystery of Me, Myself, & I

It's like I'm all mixed up Dont know what to say Don't know what to do Don't know what to feel It's like I get this feeling that just makes me wonder What if I don't take a chance? What If something great was standing before me, and I didnt even realize it? I am so weird, I don't even get mysef! But then again; the "other" side of me is doing what makes me happy I just wanna open up and show how I really feel and what I really am But I just can't find the words to say it I've just bundled up so much inside of me to not even understand or believe in myself But I think it's my destiny I think, no I KNOW that understanding me is that I don't wanna be understood, I like to be a mystery that no one can figure out But if you figure me out, then you don't understand me.