Myself

I'VE PUT SO MUCH OF MSELF AWAY IN ORDER TO LIVE IN THESE DAYS IN FACT, I'VE DISSOCIATED SO MUCH MOST DAYS ARE JUST A BIG HAZE I'VE TRIED TO CONFORM INTO THIS CERTAIN ME WHO I THOUGHT I WANTED TO BE TURNS OUT I'M NOT LIKING THIS VIEW I'M NOT LIKING THIS PERSON THEY CALL "ME" I'M CHANGING MY THOUGHTS AND DECISIONS FOR A LIFE THAT I THOUGHT I KNEW I'VE LEARNED YOU CAN'T CHANGE WHO YOU ARE HENCE...TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE I GOT CAUGHT BETWEEN LIFE AND A PLAY OF SORTS AND WHAT KEEPS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND IS HOW I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED THE SAME SO I WOULD HAVE HAD A LIFE OF A DIFFERENT KIND MY OWN ACTIONS HAVE CHANGED THE OUTCOME OF WHAT I WANTED MY LIFE TO BE I DON'T KNOW HOW I'LL GET BACK TO NORMAL STRANGE...ALL I WANT IS TO BE ME