My Worst Enemy

My worst enemy is not the passing year,
nor winter waiting at the garden gate;
not loneliness that whispers, “You are here,”
nor all the little cruelties of fate.

My worst enemy has learned my name,
and walks beside me, silent as a shade;
it knows my every weakness, doubt, and shame,
and feeds upon the promises I’ve delayed.

It tells me, “You are old; the road is through.
The dreams you carried have outlived their day.
Why climb the hill? What more remains to do?
Sit down, be still, and let the light decay.”

But I have met this enemy before—
I know its voice, though once I called it me.
It is the fear that closes every door
before the heart discovers it is free."

So let the years come marching as they must;
let autumn take the leaves from every tree.
I may grow old, but I refuse to rust—
my worst enemy is the self I cease to be.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Anaya Avatar
August 29, 2026 at 12:06 PM
💯This shall resonate with so many, Jay. I feel so much sorrow, then I love that you have awareness of the fact that we can be our own worst enemy....for so many reasons.. Love & Liked...faving as well! Blessings dear poet👏
George Avatar
August 28, 2026 at 11:02 PM
Excellent dear friend. Our worst enemy is our negative thoughts consistently asking us to withdraw into a narrow cell and stay idle. Never give an attentive ear to its murmurings. Spring back to action. This poem relates to me too. It goes into my FAV.👏❤️
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