My Way To Freedom

Yesterday I was unhappy
Everything was crashing on my head
I didn't know how to move on
I turn to the battle instead 

Problems accumulate daily 
To deal with them it was hard
I hated myself for being weak
Slowly I was falling apart 

I lost so much already 
I didn't want to loose more things at any cost
I was loosing good friends and my family 
People who matters to me the most

I want to live and be happy 
I want to live and be free 
I want to put my past behind 
Simply it's time to be ... me

There is a long way to my recovery 
Long way still in front of me
What I wish in life the most
Finally... to be free.  

Addiction is a horror you going trough every day when you watch your child struggle with it... This is for my son, I hope the help his getting now will las for ever.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Ellison Avatar
September 27, 2017 at 6:54 AM
My heart goes out to your son in his struggles and to you dear one to helping him with his ordeal!!! Love and peace, Jack xxx
Jubenville Avatar
September 27, 2017 at 7:13 AM
Thank you very much, and my heart goes to those who struggle the same as my son. Thank you for taking the time , xoxo
Smith Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 2:22 PM
I am happy he is getting the care he needs and the love and support from you.
Jubenville Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 5:39 PM
Thank you, yes he does have a lot of support ... :)
Pigeon Tart Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 2:09 PM
Hugs and prayers Elizabeth. My partner is an addict, I can't imagine the pain a mother endure. xomo
Jubenville Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 2:22 PM
Thank you... and yes, to a mother the pain is undescriable... xoxo...
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