My Unborn Tear!

My Unborn Tear Bys Spidey Williams I cried majority of the time I knew your mother. Because She lied to me majority of the time she knew your father. Lies I rather not say. But in due time you'll learn one day. Maybe not, as we hope and pray. You mother changes her stubborn ways. I've done all I can, To be that man! But hopefully you'll learn to understand. That everything does not always go as planned. Choices were made concerning you. By the choice I made but and the choices your mother didn't do. I wish things could have been better than they are. I wish you too could have been my missing star! But instead you're my first tear, I shed before you're here! My voice you may not ever hear. But always remember I loved you dear! I know I have a funny way of showing love as you may perceived! But I now give you and your mother to God above I believe! Maybe one day I'll see you face, instead of memories I've learned to erase! I know you never ask to come into this world. Nor did you ever ask to be a fatherless girl! But someone or some people made that choice for you already! They said on your mark then go, before you were ever set and ready! I'm sorry! Hopefully you won't learn or be taught to hate me! But, if you are I'll accept it gratefully! Now I found my star as I shed a tear because truly I do care. Praying God sends you and your mother a real man, since I'm no longer there! I'll write about you until I leave this earth! As I done long before your birth! Love your mother as I tried... Every time you shed a tear try not to remember why! You again you cried! Now I shed yet another tear! Because it's only a few months left before you are here! In Loving Memory Of......... Though Words you are not yet dead......... It's better words between us are left unsaid.........