My Thoughts

The thoughts that I think, The words that I hear, The tears that I shed, wishing happiness to be near, Hopes for the light to shine on through, lighting each step of the way, The screams that I yell, The fights that I cause, The spirit that I have sadly lost, The cuts the bruises, the scars, the pain, The feeling so vivid, so real, but i know it's not, My home away from home, nothing more than my paper and pen, I try myself, I ask for help, Never heard, always ignored, being torn apart, from the inside out, waiting to wake up, to snap out of it, For it to be all over, For the sun to shine bright, For laughter to fill the air, once more, These are my thoughts.