My Suicidal Refuge

The pain in my chest wont stop pounding.
My salty tears wont cease to flow from my blue eyes. 
I get cut by a razor every time some one tells me the truth.
Yet here I am, once again seeking refuge in your arms. 

It's crazy to think I keep running back to you.
Maybe every one is right and I am just a child. 
Could they be right about me and you?
I hope for my heart they are not. 

They say your a liar, you wont leave her. 
Especially for me they say, and I can tell what they mean.
I'm no where near as good as her. 
I just hope you can see that I would give anything to you. 

The pain and tears would all be worth it in the end. 
If I could only win you over. 
Battle scars left on my pale skin wouldn't matter,
if you were there to kiss them. 

This isn't some fairy tale, I can read from a book.
Its dirty reality where I'm on the front line. 
How I wish I could be the one, who you belonged to. 
Instead here I am fighting behind the scene for your love.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Loveless Avatar
May 11, 2010 at 10:23 AM
ohmi, this is absolutly beautiful....i first went to comment this one, to tell you i love your name [very pretty its self] but now i have found one of the most amazing poems ive ever read. please continue writing here, i look forward to reading more. <3 -the lost poet-
A  Avatar
May 5, 2010 at 7:27 PM
THE SACRIFICE MADE FOR LOVE, ENJOYED THIS WRITE
Mehta Avatar
April 21, 2010 at 10:07 PM
A fine poem on love and its pains
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