My Struggle
Sometimes i just wanna cry
As i look up to the sky and ask god why
22 years and still can't figure it out
All the pain and suffering
With an endless reign of doubt
Decisions decisions when all made to bad
Disappointment was to make so many
mad
I try and i try
But with no luck there is no hope
Stuck in this life
Figuring how to cope
Theses things i have made a mess
The power of feeling less
Deep depression left to wonder
What is happened to my mind
Twisted games not all to kind
In the end left searching
Myself to find
Will i change just in the nick of time
Or will another mark be added to my
lifeline
Yet hearing the whispers
Of so many who want to judge
To prove wrong
Not for you but for me
Will the judgements finally cease
Caught in the crossfire of two lives gone
wrong
Blowing up like a bomb
But no i must stay strong
Its within these moments
When the struggle is great
Is when destiny shows itself
And i find my true faith
Copyright © Lesa Donaghy | Year Posted 2014
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