My Struggle

Sometimes i just wanna cry As i look up to the sky and ask god why 22 years and still can't figure it out All the pain and suffering With an endless reign of doubt Decisions decisions when all made to bad Disappointment was to make so many mad I try and i try But with no luck there is no hope Stuck in this life Figuring how to cope Theses things i have made a mess The power of feeling less Deep depression left to wonder What is happened to my mind Twisted games not all to kind In the end left searching Myself to find Will i change just in the nick of time Or will another mark be added to my lifeline Yet hearing the whispers Of so many who want to judge To prove wrong Not for you but for me Will the judgements finally cease Caught in the crossfire of two lives gone wrong Blowing up like a bomb But no i must stay strong Its within these moments When the struggle is great Is when destiny shows itself And i find my true faith