My State of Mind
stuck in this place
sadness is around
i wish i could be found
but no one sees me
no one hears me
my life is like this poem
grammatically incorrect
to painful to read
so nothing left to do but delete
erase the essence of me
for it has no place in this world
no place for me to be
im a run on sentence
a story thats incomplete
a beginning withou a climax or end
never able to finish a thing
to my child i have nothing to bring
nothing but more struggles
and hard times
no longer can i lie to you
and promise everything will be fine
im sorry i failed you
but im out of plans
mommy no longer knows what to do
iv heard depression is just a state of mind
well my mind must be a country
cause many states overwhelm me
and depression would be both mid & west coast
leaving very little happiness or hope
but the little i have is because of you
you helped me push myself further than i knew
just the thought of your smile
brightens my darkest day
for you my love i would walk the plank
fight pass my pain jus so the end result
will better you
im still fighting sweetie
but honestly i know of nothing else i can do
still i will keep going until the day
i am holding you
Copyright © Monica Nealy | Year Posted 2010
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