My Son Za'Yaine

O my son Za'yaine can't wait till the day I get to bring you home O man you couldn't just wait wait so you broke my water 16 weeks earlier O why who are you trying to see that bad I hope me Watching you lay in that bed fighting for your life everyday bring me so many tears Knowing that I can only touch you and not hold you hurt me so bad O my son Za'yaine how I love you so much I hope you know that I your mother is always going to be here for you You are the new light of my world and I am greatful GOD has blessed me with you March 12 2015 is the best day of my life and will be for the rest of my life even though we both have had a hard start we are still here today I just cant wait till the day I get to bring you home O my son Za'yaine you are a fighter just like your mother and even though you can only hear my voice and feel my touch My son just know your mother is praying for you and fighting just as hard as you are O my son Za'yaine I know its going to get better in time so keep fighting and I want stop praying I love you my son Za'yaine