My Schooling In London

Black, I thought it was just a word
I thought it represented a color
At least that’s what they say, yet when I walk through the gates of school.

I am seen as insignificant
I am never treated the same
They say we are equal
But I know better.

I live it, they smile
They say their care
But when I express myself
I use my hands, I speak
They say, I am ignorant hard to understand.

By dozen, by hundreds 
We are being excluded
Punish for being just a different color
They meant to be our tutors.

Yet they treat us like animals (criminals)
They poke us, provoke us
Tell us we are stupid with a smile.

They rob us 
They deny us
They curse us
They strip us of our inheritance.

They breathe hate, yet I stop
I need to think
Who am I, who am I
I am black.

I am beautiful
I am powerful
I am a king of all kings
I am a conqueror.

I am ambitious, I can achieve
I will achieve, I am a leader
I am not a coward nor am I ashamed.

I don’t need violence
I don’t need hate
I don’t need knives nor do I need guns to complete me.

Martin Luther King once said, 
Darkness cannot drive out darkness only light can do that 
Hate cannot drive out hate only love can do that.

Malcom X once quoted, that without education
You are not going anywhere in this world
If you don’t stand for something you will fall for anything.

So Who am I? 
I believe, I am born from a great generation
I am no longer a slave to a lost generation
I am a new generation, a free generation.

A generation that will breathe success
A king of wisdom
A leader of great knowledge
A queen that will teach peace and be an adviser to the young.

A mother to all children
A father to a great nation
I am just a teen.

Trying to make sense of the world
Teach me, to believe in me
To be the best I can be.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010



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Date: 8/20/2025 5:07:00 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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Date: 1/28/2016 10:42:00 AM
Paulette, A great pleasure to find and read your poem today. Love ** SKAT **
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Date: 4/22/2010 12:45:00 PM
You express yourself very well Paulette ! Cities are wonderful but have a hard edge ! There's freedom to do what you like but nobody cares !
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Date: 4/16/2010 12:25:00 PM
Welcome to the Poetry Soup Family of poets .. enjoyed reading your creative write...luv.. "Sweetheart"
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Date: 4/16/2010 9:50:00 AM
you will never make sense of it this is a cruel world you will have no problems expressing yourself here at the soup welcome and keep strong you can't let people break you down as long as you fight you are already a winner good luck in your life faleshia
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Date: 4/16/2010 5:50:00 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Paulette. If you would like to have more of your poetry read please limit your postings to 3-5 poems per day. In doing this more of your poetry is read and other poets can also have theirs read. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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Date: 4/16/2010 4:53:00 AM
I line the stanza that starts "So Who am I?"...A good attitude is what it takes in the world and having a positive self-image...Keep the creative pen flowing..Sara
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