My Renewal

Within me I've witnessed universes, I've contemplated essences, I've meditated the pleasures to the joys to my happinesses, But at times they just seem to find away... Within me I've shared kindness, Cares, relations, dreams, Wishes, desires, promises; Yet, they sometimes seem forsaken, forgotten, No matter my efforts... Some seem to simply disregard such efforts, Goals, wants, needs, urges, When I'm one that doesn't ask much from others; Just because of banal things they blindly seek, Because of breaking promises they made us, Because of leaving you to naught, Of absurd reasons, Of their insecurities, Because they don't know what's worth, And many infinitesimal things that could be mentioned, And things thought, felt and contemplated about... Some simply don't understand that A blade does not care what you think and feel, But doesn't "just cut" Without something or someone That manages or alters it... Some simply don't comprehend that I always do my best, Battling on, To not give up, No matter what, No matter rises and falls... Within me, I have the resurgent neverending flames, The unbounded aions, The untamed, unpredictable flows, The surreal, the anormal, The neutral, the imagined, Enigmas, auroras, Zephyrs, broken boundaries, Unsure limits and controls, Suppressions and reserves; And only those that Decide to stay and venture with me Our inner-selves, Must surely stay strong and strive on, For it won't be easy tasks and calm currents; Those willing to travel, Unravel and unveil more, Will be immortalized, Within my inks, colours, heart, mind and soul... I carry everything with me... Like wind, clouds, rains, snow and storms, Serene oceans, calm waters and raging tidal waves, Flourishing natures and natural anomalies, Dimensions and worlds; The goods, the bads, the balanced, The loves, friendships, bonds, memories; It is all within me, past, present, future, For this is my renewal...