My Relaxing Pill

It is crazy how you just control my mind When im so mad at you, your words make me speechless I see you lying to me but with the looks of your eyes You just make me go blind It is crazy that i have lots of things i want you know You suck, you are awful, We are so over But when you stand infront of me I get weaker, then i get goose bumps because of you It's crazy how when at the peak of my madness you make me so calm With the sweet words you say, the gentle way you speak Without delay, I give up talking or looking at you Because when ever I want to yell at you my lips go so numb It's crazy how I really want to hate you but i can't You make me laugh when im really angry, i don't know how You drive me crazy that sometimes I just want to knock you off But at the end of the day, you are the only relaxing pill that I ever want