My Reasons
My reasons….
The reasons for my stress
is because of my longings
something that my heart can never confess
The reason i fail and the reason i try
is because i know whats mine in my eyes
Yet i failed again trying to follow them
hoping to be one of them
so i lift up my pen
and write away on this blank sheet of paper
hoping to pass
and continue on later
yet i failed once again
trying to fight off the thoughts of what happened last year
as i stay back to rot
“it's not my fault”
as i quietly whisper
thinking of heartbreaking scenes
the ones that make me shiver
I couldn't focus
if only i never knew her
if only ide choose to leave
if only i had the cure for this high fever
Please don't blame me
it hurts me more
to have what's inside me
something the naked eye can never see
with ears that are too deaf
to hear this silent plea
As i smile for the important people
ones that cannot lose
for if i lose them
my all so dear friends
i would lose my stability
one i cannot amend
So please see me
the one i try so hard to be
the one that was meant to pass last year
the one that quietly shivered in fear
One that shed a billion tears
one that can never be the same
the one that will always remain insane
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