My Rain

There are some boys, who stole my heart quite some time ago. I ‘ve watched them learn so many things, such a joy to watch them grow. They’ve seen some things they shouldn’t have and been through so much more. It’s hard to say how they feel inside, like trying to open a barricaded door. I’ve done some things they may not remember but I still feel the pain. With all the pain I shared with loved ones, they didn’t deserve my rain. I woke one morning and saw the light shining down on me. I couldn’t help but wonder how long before I was free. Free from evil, so much I had sinned. So much I felt like I was dying within. It’s been so long since that time back then. I never want it to happen again. Today I sit and remember the days. Thankful they’ve simply parted their ways. I can’t believe some of the things I’ve done. I did it in spite just to have fun. Now it all seems clear to me, the fun I had was just a game. It was like Russian roulette with my life, without a gun it was still the same. The mistakes I’ve made they helped me to learn. I’ve become much stronger to have the life I yearn.