My Prison Jump Suit

Used to be an individual now I'm just a complex number stripped away from my own individuality made me uncomfortably wake from my slumber. Used to be a boy wonder. I was living the life. Didn't think I'd get sucked under, didn't think I'd end up wanting to kill myself with a hunting knife. My wrongful deeds have made me feel as if I'm living in a dreadful still life picture, wishing someone would look at me and reconsider and view me as a normal fixture.