My Poets Corner

Where to begin is the hardest part of all 
What to say, what to write
Why is still a mystery
Why was I answered and then denied

Watching, waiting, wondering; why
When I knew the answer all along
When I saw it in your eyes
Still I managed to fall

I opened my heart and soul
Only to watch it crumble
A feeling I know all too well
Yet I can still see you

My mind is tortured 
With images of a time never allowed
Joys never felt
Feelings never known

Never will I be free 
Never again will I love another
Never again will I 
Open my heart and soul

I thought we could be happy
Dancing, laughing, playing 
Only in my dreams 
Will I see the sweetest of things

My heart aches for you
To be healed by your warmth
To be touched by your words
To be loved with your love

Not a day goes by
Where I wish to hold you
To feel your strength
To feel your warmth

Not a night goes by 
When I close my eyes 
I can see you there
Where my wildest dreams come true

I imagined so much 
In such a short time
Wanted more, much more
And got nothing

Even after hearing the truth 
My heart still will not let go
Of a dream so real 
Yet so far

I will never be free
Yet you gave me strength
To make my escape
Only to watch it vanish

Originally written 2000
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Mehta Avatar
May 4, 2011 at 6:46 PM
very creative and sensible write, Shannon
Sweetheart Avatar
May 1, 2011 at 7:50 AM
So enjoyed reading your very creative write Shannon.. deeply intense and inner soul expressions.. poetry is our gift to share..thankxx for sharing this happy Sunday luv..
Fraser Avatar
April 28, 2011 at 10:41 AM
Sad, heartfelt write Shannon. Wonderfully written....:)
M Avatar
April 20, 2011 at 5:13 AM
This is so sad :( Nicely expressed
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