My Own Death Shout

We try to wreck the past behind and we don't even try to to fight it Monster of the fear walks all the life way with us without letting go We're hopeless , feeling powerless , we're so fragile and we can't hide it Pain and hurt get along with endless salty tears leaving quite a show There's nothing waiting for us except the same lonely old dark road And somewhere behind I've lost my faith in life , I've lost my faith in lord Ghost of sad broken memories refusing to leave me the hell alone I'm tired , I'm lost , I'm weak , waiting for my last breath to walk out I'm torturing cause of a stupid heart that I wish if it was tough like a stone Waiting to find my lost voice , to end my suffer and release my own death shout Is there something wrong with me or is there something wrong with my fate Was it something written on the stars or was it something that I've create